life’s simplest pleasures

I wish I could as in story books say,”Torrents of tears flowed fast and free down her cheeks.” If only tears could come down by themselves instead of me forcing them… I am such a miserable person… Those frightening fingers of fear just won’t stop climbing up and down in the little fear-o-meter of my heart. I hope I had done well in my prelims… i cannot bear to look at my face with that sunshine smile gone but left with the face with tears falling down like beads from a necklace. How I wish… I wish…